Having the past follow him there isn't something he would want, or it would take him a while to get to that point.
This is probably one of my fave parts of the fic, and Idk how other people reacted to that but I thought it was incredibly IC for Dazai. Not even for Chuuya, who wasn't empty and actually cared about people's lives. (And there's also the way that Chuuya's loyalty lies with the mafia from the start. Chuuya might have thought of it, but he would never.)
Also Kouyou making sure that the wounds she inflicted weren't noticeable is so damned scary and I can totally see her doing that. She's very precise and a stickler for appearances/etiquette, no matter how strict she actually is.
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This is probably one of my fave parts of the fic, and Idk how other people reacted to that but I thought it was incredibly IC for Dazai. Not even for Chuuya, who wasn't empty and actually cared about people's lives. (And there's also the way that Chuuya's loyalty lies with the mafia from the start. Chuuya might have thought of it, but he would never.)
Also Kouyou making sure that the wounds she inflicted weren't noticeable is so damned scary and I can totally see her doing that. She's very precise and a stickler for appearances/etiquette, no matter how strict she actually is.